Big Girl Job

Yesterday, I started my big girl job.

It was scary.  Really scary.

I got there about 30 minutes early, meaning 6:30 AM.  Mondays I have to go in an hour earlier than everyone else to print out different sales readings for the buyers.  There are a lot of forms for me to remember, and a lot of people for me to remember to give them to.

Most of the day I spent awkwardly waiting for someone (ANYONE) to tell me what I was supposed to be doing.  When they did give me something to do it was usually a small task that took me about 5 minutes.

I thought it would get better at lunch time, but I soon found out that they all work through lunch (at least on Monday's ) so i went and got lunch and ate at my desk reading my 3 e-mails for the day over and over again.

Needless to say, I was an anxious mess ALL DAY.  I could not wait to go home!

Today was  A LOT better.  I still ate lunch at my desk, but it didn't bother me as much today.  I had a bit more to do today, and I got to sit with people at their desks and learn about their jobs, so it's all  making a bit more sense to me!

I know it will get better.  It HAS to get better.  

I also know that this is not forever.  And I am making more money.  So I can get married.  And buy a house. And a puppy.